Good Morning!

So, I down loaded two new games day before last. Chicken Rush and Twistingo. Chicken Rush is kinda silly, you go around with a blaster gun and shoot these guys that are trying to get to your base and stick you with a fork. Twistingo is really fun! I've always been a big Bingo fan. If you have ever played Zuma, it's alot like that only you have to fill out a Bingo card while the balls drop with numbers on them. I think I'm addicted!

So, yesterday was pretty groovy. Mike and I went down to Wally World (aka Wal-Mart) and got three color books, a box of 120 crayons and almost bought coffee until we realized they didn't have pudding there. What kind of Super Wal-Mart doens't have pudding?! hehe, any way. We went to Raley's after that and got 12 puddings and his good coffee, that was pretty nifty.

I got to talk to the man I hope to be my Dom again. He's amazing and never ceases to stop being amazing every time I speak to him. We talked about many things, some of which were sexual, some of which were not. He's the kinda Daddy Dom that if we never did anything sexual together.. I think he would still make me extremely happy. I don't feel pressured to do or be anything around him other than just be myself. I guess talking to him is like being offered a new pare of wings. =)

I find myself looking so very forward to Thursday, when he's supposed to come down and we are going to coffee and dinner, then he's coming to the house and meeting Mike. Mike is excited about it to. He said all ready he can see small attitude changes in me that he just adores and thinks are uber cute. You know that feeling when you were little, knowing you were going to Disney Land the next day so you just can't sleep? Yeah, I feel like that all the time now. I hope that doesn't go away.

This man shared more stories with me about his past and things he has done for his girls and wow.. just wow. I'm so very jealous, but in a positive way.. if that makes sense at all. I have to keep telling myself to just relax, go with the flow, calm down, take it one day at a time. If its meant to work out, it will, and it will for a long time. No need to rush things or become overly rambuncious.. but it's so very hard! *bounces for a moment and then conducts herself*

So, here I am, having just finished my breakfast, looking forward to a new day and coloring in my books. I spoke to Joe a few moments ago, he said he still keeps up with my journal and is glad to see that my life is starting to straighten out. I told him I was shocked that he still ready it, although I don't mind. It gives me more to talk to him about I think due to the fact that I pour my heart out on these virtual pages. Any ol way, the day is far from done and I'm sure there will be more entries before the day is out.